The Beginning of the End of the Beginning: Day 4 of 5

I'm so angsty... Full of angst today!

I had a battle with the Cap and Gown people at lunch today and became warped by my anger. I could feel it emanating off of my skin.... Or else the heat upstairs was just turned up a little too high.
Anyway, the cap and gown people handed my cap and gown to the wrong girl so I had this fight with them and I eventually won out. End of Story.

After that I was just a little wound up and I didn't know how to unwind. I watched a bit of Psych and the end of a Friends episode while I waited for Psych to come on. Then I listened to some funniness on the Internet while playing Spider Solitaire like a Dork. : )
I kind of wanted to kill monsters on Zelda Windwaker, but I forgot to set it up and got wrapped up in.... whatever it was I was doing.
Blah!

Well, tomorrow is the last day of high school for me.... Ever. Wow. I don't know when it will hit me, because Saturday I have to show up at school and head out to State Solo and Ensemble with my Band Geeks. Then I have to go back up to school a couple more times next week to practice my final Senior Song for Graduation... Oh goodness... Graduation. Gosh I'm so sad and happy!
BITTERSWEET is the only way to freakin describe it!

I'm going to miss My Loves so much! But I'm excited for new adventures and amigos! I'll definitely never forget the friends I made in highschool and the memories I hold so dear. I hardly forget things like this, so I just hope mis amigos don't forget me! 
"Spread my legend/memory" I wrote in a few of my Drummer Children's yearbooks.
*Happy Sighhhhhhh*  No more thinking about this.

: D

I'm having trouble getting pictures from my phone onto my blog. When I send texts to post to this blog, they never show up! Help me, please! I'm so confused.

Well, I need to post some poems... and figure out what to wear tomorrow!

Today I wore my crazily painted pants that I painted two years ago. I always wear them sometime during the last week of school, usually the second to last day. But since tomorrow is the last day of school, I need to go out with a BANG! Or at least with something I really want to wear. : ) But what do I want to wear???

Do I want to participate in the final Fancy Friday? Or should I text Meeshio after his work to match me in Perry the Platypus-ness?

Or???? What!?? I'm so confused. This is a big deal for me. Ahhhh... I've got to stop thinking about it. It gives me the strangest, saddest feeling.... Augh!!!!!

I'm so not sleeping tonight.... Like The Faders - No Sleep Tonight song. Except I'm not going after a guy, I'm going after a landmark day. .... Not the right phrase, but I can't place what I'm trying to say...

Bye for now! : )))

The Beginning of the End of the Beginning: Day 2 of 5

Today started out kind of crappy, but it got so much better. : ) Then it began to end stupidly and I grew angry once again, but then it all got better again! What a silly, wishy-washy day!

My ensemble is sounding good, but the fact that everyone doesn't show up to practice and State Competition is this Saturday is part of the reason I was pissed off this morning. We still sound super awesome though.

I took more pictures today, and I also remade an outfit I wore back in third grade. I'll have to find a picture to upload.
Pretty much, I am wearing a sky blue dress, about 10 necklaces, and 20 bangles on my left arm with a ring on every finger, my cute little glasses and a headband.
I somewhat remade it today: I found a lot of the same bangles in my bathroom, wore a few colorful, plastic necklaces and a ring on every finger of my left hand. I don't like headbands, but I put my glasses on when I posed for my friends.
Meeshio was so silly - although many others did the same later - when I showed him the picture of me in the outfit in third grade, he asked, "You can still fit in that?!" I laughed so hard and smacked my head. Hahahahaha! That just means I'm super accurate at recreating that outfit. : )))

I also took a picture of my "Stolen" Bell Set that my dad had me return today. It was sad, but I am happy nonetheless. : )))

Well, I'm jamming to Pendulum, which is my newest obsession, and writing more poetry. I'm just in a writing mood. And I always seem to be in a Pendulum mood. www.pendulum.com  Check em! : D

I remember last summer I was obssessed with Dev and The Cataracs, then Katy B, then April Smith, then Korean Pop Bands, then M.I.A., and most recently Pendulum. I still love all of those bands and artists, but I just shift a lot when I find new stuff. It's fun to have lots of awesome musica! : D

Well, Goodnight All! : D Onto Day 3! : O  : )))

Bye <3

The Beginning of the End of the Beginning: Day 1 of 5

It's the Beginning of the End of the Beginning!

Day 1 of 5:

1st day of the last week of my high school career. It's exciting and sad all at one time.
Bittersweet, I say! As Dark Chocolate is. : )

Hamlet is depressing. SPOILER: Everyone dies. Oh my gosh....
I have to write a comparison/contrast essay tomorrow over Hamlet and Romeo and Juliet. I think I'm going to make it kind of humorous. I have nothing to lose, and my teacher loves me. : )

I have to take back my "Stolen Bell Set" tomorrow. Ah farewell you silly, inanimate object that I used not-as-often-as-I-should-have throughout the years. (Still useful, nonetheless)

I'm skipping around sporadically from topic to topic, but that is because I am tired and need to finish some poems for my final in Creative Writing. I shall continue to update on my final days at my school.

Goodnight!

Revenge.... And other Poems : ))

So last night I started a poem that I was going to turn in today, but I didn't finish because I was really tired and didn't feel very well: the weather + staying out too late = sore throat.
So anyway, I fell alsepp before I could finish, but didn't really care for what I had written. I like it a little better now. Check it:

He ran, ran, ran….

Away from his pursuers….

He sought shelter;

The rain was relentless.

He turned into an alleyway

to stop and catch his breath.

His adversary caught up to him

and dragged him down and away….

The room was dank and dark and dirty

but one bright light shone on his face.

His hands were chained;

His mind was tired.

His enemy’s face was evil,

but lonely all the same.

His opponent beat him

until his throat ran dry,

and his face was bruised,

and his chest heaved slowly.

He had no strength,

he succumbed gladly

There was no worth

in fighting back.

His foe released him:

Called it a warning.

If dues weren’t paid

hell would raise.

He staggered home

and collapsed ineptly

Tired and weary

from his escapade.

He wiped the blood

from his freckled nose and

counted the cash he knew he owed.

He came up short

and knew his fate

One small shiny bullet

set in its ways

Ended his fears

and breath all the same.

 It's meant to be read in a sort of, two line breath way. You know what I mean? If you don't, it doesn't really matter.

I'm not entirely sure if I like the ending just yet, and it doesn't have a title so far, but this is what I hammered out last night.

Well! In Government, Third Period, today, I suddenly got one line in my head..... Thus birthed a better-liked poem that I finished about an hour later, typed up and hour and a half later, and turned in two hours later. Beast!!!!

Here it is:

Revenge

You hit me and it hurt,

But you know what?

I’ll hit you back

You threw me to the ground,

But I got up

And I was stronger

You turned your back on me

And proceeded to walk away

But I followed you

I procured your weaknesses

And fueled up my flames

Until I was all ablaze

Your screams –

They meant nothing to me

My sympathy was zero

You continued to cry out to me,

Filled with fear and pain

But your anguish amused me

My heart hardened to stone

As you disintegrated into nothingness

And your past caught up to you

With your diminishing strength

You tried one last attack

But your efforts were futile

When all was over,

I was victorious

And your pitiless dreadful actions

Became my revenge

 What do you think? I love this one so much more.
I was feeling EXTRA Fiesty today and this just fell from my brain down my arms and out of my fingers. : ) I'm quite proud.

Well, Goodnight All.
Bye. : )))

Chopsticks Face!

In reference to my post yesterday, I mentioned getting better at chopsticks....

These are my Chopsticks Faces: 

I'm quite terrible, but I do my best. : )

Try new things! Due to Boredom. : P

I'm going to become even more Hardcore Nerd this summer.

I'm so mega bored in school right now, that I just crave new knowledge and some good times. I definitely am going to start reading all sorts of things from biographies to comic books and am going to expand my gaming horizons, if possible. I don't necessarily want to buy a new gaming console, but I will try new games. And just new things in general.

I honestly love to try new things, (Why be afraid of stuff? That makes life BORINGGG!), and whether it is food, or activities, I love to try new things.

I had always wanted to go fishing, and I finally got a chance last summer.
It was great!

I've never been to a midnight release of a movie due to school or availability, so this summer I am totally going to try that out.

I need to eat more sushi. : ))) (And enhance my awful Chopsticks skills!)

I'm going to keep writing, because that is what I love.

Oh and talking, because I'm great at that as well. : PPPP : DD

Speaking of writing, I need to get my typing off of here and onto word where I can bust out a quick little poem for Creative Writing class tomorrow. : )))

Byee : )

Poem or Bust!!

Must Write Poem!

What do I write about???? *nods head back and forth* My thought process is nowhere......

Grrrrr! Me needs help! Blah!

My inspiration usually comes from highly obscure places, so I think I'll go listen to strange semi-techno music. : )